Its weird when you get used to a life outside and in the corporate world, for you to suddenly stay locked up inside the house. My disease is unpredictable and has been a pretty depressing ordeal. Its hard enough to manage the pain when you have no way to get the treatment. But the emotional struggle of not giving up and staying sane is so hard, you sometimes feel its just fair to your loved ones, for you to let them live a better life without your constant need to be understood. But love has always been the greatest force to stay firm with your vows… In sickness and in health, as we promised in front of God 3 years ago – when we said “I Do”. But yeah, I love him too much to see him suffer with my pains. But then, I love him too much to give up. So I try to make something out of what I can still do at home. And damn, I still have my brains, I am still always funny and sitting down – I can still be one hell of an employee.
So bring it on!!!